8/2009
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Adventure (2005) (download zip file)
1. Sound
2. Tiger
3. Tony's Porsche
4. Horizon
5. Discovery
6. Frontier
7. You Don't Believe in Heaven
8. Arrival
9. Pioneer
10. Killer
11. Fantasy
12. Escape

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Continuing my soon-to-be-discontinued trend of writing/posting nostalgic and/or autobiographical material, I present to you the Second Lifestyle Album.

There is a term in the entertainment industry, particularly in film, called 'development hell.' My friends, you are looking at/listening to a project that was in development hell for so long that I swear I was low-level depressed for two entire years over it. BUT WE CAN LAUGH ABOUT IT NOW.

The work that you are about to listen, should you listen to it, to took place essentially between 2004-2005, although there are bit and pieces that are earlier (some of the sequencing on "You Don't Believe To Heaven" and "Fantasy" come to mind).

Back in 2001 our EP Frontier was supposed to be a lead-in for a full-length that would be released, I don't know, 9 months later? We probably should've just finished the other four songs that should've been on Frontier ("Secret Club," "Come On'" others), and released a full-length called Frontier, but Aug Stone (our then-guitarist and manager) was, and rightfully so I should point out, in a bit of a rush and concerned that we needed product out as soon as possible. I think by then he could already see my ability to dibble-dabble on mixes and such for so long that essentially no mixes were being made.

Skip to, and then skip, 2002.

After Aug left the band we played a few high profile shows like the Interpol shows in 2003 and took a little bit of time off. Fall of 2003 was a lot of touring for me with Freezepop, but upon getting back, we kind of got back to work on a record. The trouble was that our tastes had changed and there were too many life events being chronicled to include a lot of the goofier songs. We essentially scrapped the whole thing except for "You Don't Believe In Heaven." In retrospect, and retrospect will do this to you, many of the songs we had already written and recorded would've been just fine for a record, but we, or in this case I, was no longer interested in making a half-assed record with goofy songs. I was in full-fledged 'artiste' mode and was not going to be satisfied with anything less than the perfect Lifestyle album. Now, gentle pals, I am not trying to tell you to "never try." Always try, and always try your hardest. There gets to be a point however, and in my situation some of this could possibly be blamed on modern "home" recording set-ups, when enough is enough and you're killing your own work by continuing to hone it.

This brings us to the present, oddly enough.

I was having a discussion the other day with another songwriter who has been struggling a bit with a record and hearing this person describe their difficulties made me feel all Yoda-like and I was suddenly semi-lecturing on how it is impossible achieve perfection in art, especially when striving for *just that* etc etc blah blah. It got me thinking "Geez, I wish I could go back to 2004 and have this discussion with Sean from five years ago."

Seth and I had a particularly productive late-winter 2004, drinking a lot and writing some of the best songs on this ("Arrival," Horizon," "Tiger" with Tony). Seth also had a few of the key production ideas that made "Sound" work, and that is still one of my favorite-ever Lifestyle songs to this day.

Honestly, when I listen to this record I hear a lot of flaws, and the emotional content is uncomfortable for me. I'm sure that is one of the things that made me hold up its release. The thing is, you really have to let these things go and move on. So far, essentially, I have not been able to do that until this year. That's a long time!

Aubrey Anderson mixed this record for me as a personal favor in 2005. I'm sure it was not his favorite-ever project to work on. I was very emotional and had to leave the sessions a few times. Seriously. I brought in a lot of filthy audio and made him try and squeeze some life out of it. He taught me a lot of lessons. I didn't always agree with what he was doing, but he had/has mixed a lot more records than I have and I really, really had to let go. There was no way I could mix this thing. I was, as they say, "too close" to the project. Aubrey did a terrific job managing the project and making everyone pretty happy.

When we finally had mixes of this record in hand, the next step became what to do about releasing it. I am technically a partner at The Archenemy Record Company, but I was totally out of steam on this project and had zero desire to fund it any further or do any kind of self-release (ironic?).

Then, of course, funny things kept happening to the record industry. Funny things such as: it dying a slow death.

This year I've been working on a new Freezepop album, which kind of ended up falling in my lap more than I was comfortable with. I worked throughout all of June on tons of new songs and got a little bit worn-out. I took a week off in July to work on another project, my hope being to repeat the Karacter pattern of writing and recording two new songs a day then having 10 new ones at the end of a week. That did not succeed. I do however have a nice structure for what could become a Lifestyle album in the future. This got me thinking:

"Oh this will be fun...make a little sneak attack album and maybe release it online like all the kids do now-a-days."

"Wait, Sean. If that seems like a good idea, isn't there already a record that is first-in-line?"

"Why yes, Sean, there is a record like that."

"Maybe you should make that record available for people, if only for posterity."

"Hmm, okay Sean, I guess that seems like a pretty good idea all things considered."

"See where I'm going with this?"

"Yeah."

So, rather than keep it a secret (I know I gave a out a few cds to some of y'all one Fall...2006?) I am posting this link to our website where you can listen to the Second Lifestyle Album (Lifestyle Adventure) for free. Hopefully someone will get something out of it and want to come see us play a show, if nothing else. So, if I do actually end up getting some new music out soon (History would plead with you not to hold your breath), I won't have skipped this record in any official capacity.

Enjoy. I think there are some worthwhile moments.

Best,
Sean

And now for a technical note:

This record was originally mastered a few weeks after it was mixed in July 2005 by Jeff Lipton at Peerless. I was not happy with the master. Some have claimed that was yet another device of mine to ensure the record never got released, but I think I really just didn't like it and Jeff has tried numerous times to get me to come back in and re-do it. This version is not Jeff's master, but one I did hastily this week. If this thing ever does get a more "official release" (I'm not even sure what that means on the cusp of this new decade) I will, of course, revisit the mastering situation. I am not a mastering engineer. Thanks for your time.


2003 Web Album

> Secret Club

This was the second song recorded for the album I think. "Shopping for Music" was done around the same time (summer '99?). We made a semi-conscious decision to tone down the kitch of our earlier incarnations and make it a little sexier. Liz from Freezepop appears as backing vocalist on this track and I'm pretty sure it was the second thing she ever ever sang on tape by herself. We had just done the demo for "Tender Lies," technically the first Freezepop song (see upcoming Freezepop Box Set/DVD), and I flirted with idea of making "Secret Club" a Freezepop track (we've played it live in both bands). She cut some vocals and I ended up using the backing vocals later on. We have opened countless shows with this song, a pretty straight ahead trashy euro-disco thing. I still really like it and I'm sure we'll play it from time to time. Seth added a shaker like a month ago, five years or so after the basics were committed.

 

> Come On
(Sean Drinkwater Mix)

This is one of the songs we're still trying to rescue. It became a live favorite very quickly. We really like this song. Just in case we can't get it a bit more ship-shape we've decided to include it here. I specify that it is my rough mix of the song because I'm only marginally involved in mixing the record thus far, but I did this one (i.e. it's not a remix). There was an earlier version of this which was much more '70's and silly sounding. I originally wanted this to be a bit Pulp-y, like "Do You Remember the First Time." I think we're closer with this version. It would probably make a really good single in a perfect fantasy world where sounding like a cross between Journey and the Pet Shop Boys is acceptable. HA!

 

> All That Bad
(First Version)

I can't wait until the person this song is about is present at a live performance of it. I think it will be fairly intense, and it will happen. Perilously close to the Avalon effect in places (see track 6). We're retooling this track as we speak. Enjoy a preview.

 

> Voyeur

I flirted with the idea of releasing a solo record called Voyeur for quite a while. Originally it was to sound very organic (piano, real drums etc). We occasionally mess about with this thing called 'organic.' It is almost always a really terrible idea. This song came to life when we unpacked the Jupiter 8 and the 606. Most songs do. I think the Lifestyle version of "Voyeur" is a really well-thought-out track and I'd love to do it live sometime. Add it to our list of triplet-y 6/8-y songs that are kind of a little too weird. I guess this song is a little evil, but that's what makes it fun.

 

> Everyone's In
Love With You

This was written around the time I was collaborating a lot with a talented chap called Ronan Fahy. We were
both "on the dole" as he likes to say, and spent a summer writing songs for a band that never quite launched. I wrote this one myself, but the rockingness of the track was because it was intended as a live type of recording. I actually play a bit of Ronan's riff at the end of this as a tribute (?). This song was written about going out a lot and discovering that every guy I knew had fallen in love with this one girl. It was kind of crazy.

 

> Revenge Day
(Drinkwater/Fahy)

Also written during the "Everyone's In Love With You" period. I imitated the beatbox track we used on the demo of this. It was perfect. I wanted to do a big shoe-gazey ending for this but it never quite worked out. The Lifestyle version suffers from what I will call the Avalon effect (see track 3). I have a tendency to think it always appropriate to make any song sound like Avalon-era Roxy Music. It is not always appropriate to make every song sound like that. The lyrics have been 'updated' to 'keep up with the times.' I got a little closer to my shoe-gazey ending...

 

> Shopping for Music

I always wondered if Mike Lencioni heard this before he wrote and recorded his Don Lennon track "Jean-Michel." That would've been pretty unlikely I guess. I don't know how he would've gotten a copy of it. Our mutual friends were few and far between by that time. I really ripped him off on "I'd Really Like to Make-Out With You," and that charted in France, so whatever. He probably owes me one. It really does make things easier if two people aren't always arguing about music.

 

> Love In Degrees
(Drinkwater/Fahy)

The original version of this was a bit slower and more moody and it was *exactly* right. Ronan wanted a lot of space in the track and we did it that way. When it came time to do a Lifestyle version I decided it should be a little dancier and "fuller." Oops. I really went the wrong way with this version. The poppiness of the chorus loses something when it's actually, well, poppy. Aubrey Anderson, who is mixing THE ALBUM thinks this should be on the record, but ermm, no. The vocals at the end are some of my worst....I mean...most soulful? Heartfelt! The bridge is a little reminiscent of what this should sound like. This is close to suffering from the Avalon effect.

 

> Cheerful

Oddly, this was the other song we were considering using on "Know Your Enemy." We chose wisely. People were (probably correctly) a little wary about some metal stuff going on the comp and I thought it would be a hoot if our track was, well, perhaps a teensy bit rock and roll sounding by the end. It would certainly have been unexpected, but also a stupid selfish joke (my specialty). This song is one of our organic experiments –- sigh. When you put Seth and Tony and I into a room together with guitars and drums, it just comes out rawk. This is one of the rare examples of having cut the basics live as well. It was pretty intense that night. This song goes out to Jim Healey and Johnny Rock.

 

> The Day and The Night

I personally really struggled with whether or not to even incude this track on the web album. It is unoffically known as "I love you, Dawson," and is referred to by that title 90% of the time. I think this would be a really sweet song if the Thompson Twins had recorded it for a John Hughes movie or something. Again our experimenting in the organic world. I think it was supposed to be a little Cure-like. Oops. Lyrically and even melodically there are a few Tears For Fears references in there. Maybe we'll re-record it in the style of the Thompson Twins doing a John Hughes song. We probably should've done it that way in the first place. Whenever we start something with Oasis-style drums someone should cut us deep with a razor or a pointy knife. If you're listening to this track in mono, you're in luck. The drums are phase-cancelled. Cool, huh?

 

> Duchess
(Noel Scott Engel)

A song by Scott Walker originally found on his brilliant Scott 4 LP. That third verse makes me have an actual feeling. Goosebumps. We didn't quite live up to his version (surprise) but I like how this came out a lot. There's another version with each of us (Tony, Seth, Me) singing a verse that we might release someday.

 

> Denying Autumn
(Hatfield/Drinkwater)

I always credit the primary lyricist first, is that wrong? Convienently, this is our tribute to Scott Walker. Tony, Aug, Seth, Me, and a bunch of our friends all went through some kind of Scott Walker madness around fall '01. We were listening to this stuff non-stop. Especially when we were travelling. Seth wrote 80% of the lyrics to this, and I think it's one of his best. We in Lifestyle all do well when we're kind of making a pastiche of something (see "Glorious Pilgrimage" or even dare I say "My Favorite Song"?). In this case the 'joke' turned into a really heartfelt, although admittedly cheesy song in the style of Scott. Enjoy.

 

> High Drama
(Drinkwater/Fraser)

This was a collaboration with one of my favorite all-time collaborators, Ted Fraser (Sinclair Starr) from the band Polystar. The best living songwriter, Ted really tied up a few loose ends on this track. He and I tend to work best when one of us has about 75% of a song done. We have a harder time starting from scratch. Ironically this song is kind of about Tony, and one of his lost crushes...ahh drama students....another triplet-y, 6/8 type of deal. I really can't wait until like 40 years from now someone releases a box set of the hundreds of songs i've made with all these people and it's like mastered in like 3-D with fucking holograms of the orginal musicans. So many songs...

 

> Seemingly Non-Stop July
(Waaktar-Savoy)

This was originally recorded by the great Norwegian pop group a-ha, arguably the second most under-rated band ever anywhere. The problem with being a one-hit wonder is that if you're a real band like a-ha, you still have to make another seven or eight albums. They're not exactly hurting for cash, so I won't whine for them too much, but their last two full-length records, from 2000 and 2002 respectively, are their best. Seth sings this and I played guitar. It was recorded live, although I added effects and things later. Seth doesn't like the vocal, but I think it really captures the mood of the song.